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I don’t care. I’ll cut it off or get a weave. Throws hands up.
Today took my measurements. It wasn’t important enough for me to remember how much I lost. I think it was 23 inches over all… It leaves me.
Weight loss is so slow. I have been fluctuating 5 lbs for the last month I wake up 229 next week I’m 231, three days later 229…233. What the entire fuck?
I’m hitting the gym kinda hard 4-5 times a week doing cardio and stretching. I also signed up for yet another 5K but that’s at the end of next month.
I’m eating alright. I’m really into crunchy stuff. Pretzels! Salt… Yep. Sugary stuff… Ice cream… I had a cup. The individual small cups. Yep had 1. It was defuckinglucious. I don’t feel bad either. Fridays is my cheat day if I eat right all week and make it to the gym all week. I’m gonna have me a small cup of blue bell. Who you gone tell?
I barely get 800 calories in a day. Today I’m pretty sure I didn’t make it. I spent most of the morning forcing down water. By the time I was done I didn’t want to eat so I didn’t. Drinking water used to be so easy. Now it’s forceful and annoying also necessary. Given the fact I was in the hospital for dehydration and severe acid reflux. Drink your water!
So back to me in this 5lb radius… It’s normal everyone I know in my monthly post op range has slowed weight loss. Now how do I get past it? I’m gonna be pissed of I’m still the same weight at the end of this month because I’m being extra good, and working out extra hard, and drinking extra water! Lol. I just want to see the scale move. I’m losing inches so I guess that means something. I’m gonna measure myself again at the end of the month to see what’s going on.
I did not go through all this pain for weight to be hard to come off. I can’t get a refund. Not that I want one. It feels good to eat 3 shrimp and push my plate back because I’m stuffed. Every time it happens I be like yes! It’s working! This what I paid for!!!
Anyway just an update on my current frustrations.
Oh and my new bras the ones I just brought 4 weeks ago… Too big! Bye bye big titty committee! Holla!